meaningless

Ecclesiastes 1

Everything Is Meaningless . . . . 

1 John 4:18 (King James Version)

 18There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love. †

tamagochi

it had died not long ago, tt day i was down, cursing life, and tt day he died :( Tamagochi

note: its not suppose to be funny, i really feel saddened so much. i rmb my birthday, not 18 years ago, but in 2008, one of most memorable. certainly

Wads wrong with me man, hey hey hey. Great is our God hey hey hey. erm AAA, triple 'A' battery

i tell u, the tamagochi is gonna be resurrected, by the reset button. LAME sia, i still can walk.

ok things are wierd in my mind now, i m lost. 

Pastor Tan preached abt L.I.F.E, beautiful and meaningful. 

Put me to test, break me down for the benefit for more to be drawn to u †

unfair, love me God

who am i, that you would know me from the start, and set me apart. You placed eternity into my heart. An encounter with a man, made me grew stronger in faith. he challenged my understanding and my faith to the lord. an old man's word certainly contains experiences. Moreover for someone who once going to become a priest for the lord. His name shall not be mentioned.

i did not trust him, i thought, rmbering also my first encounter with my magic bro, Mahadir. It was likely, similar. they were both smiling and friendly, i guess. Why lord, why did u not protect my when i was once harmed? i did hate u for tt, i admit. For now on i m hungry for your love, for u created me in your image and love me most. My eyes weeps with tears everytime i can strongly feel your love, i know u r there. 

hey bloggy, here is one chapter i m sharing :

†Psalm 25

 Of David.

    ^1[a] To you, O LORD, I lift up my soul;

    ² in you I trust, O my God. 
       Do not let me be put to shame, 
       nor let my enemies triumph over me.

    ³ No one whose hope is in you 
       will ever be put to shame, 
       but they will be put to shame 
       who are treacherous without excuse.

    ⁴ Show me your ways, O LORD, 
       teach me your paths;

    ⁵ guide me in your truth and teach me, 
       for you are God my Savior, 
       and my hope is in you all day long.

    ⁶ Remember, O LORD, your great mercy and love, 
       for they are from of old.

    ⁷ Remember not the sins of my youth 
       and my rebellious ways; 
       according to your love remember me, 
       for you are good, O LORD.

    ⁸ Good and upright is the LORD; 
       therefore he instructs sinners in his ways.

    ⁹ He guides the humble in what is right 
       and teaches them his way.

    ¹⁰ All the ways of the LORD are loving and faithful 
       for those who keep the demands of his covenant.

    ¹¹ For the sake of your name, O LORD, 
       forgive my iniquity, though it is great.

    ¹² Who, then, is the man that fears the LORD ? 
       He will instruct him in the way chosen for him.

    ¹³ He will spend his days in prosperity, 
       and his descendants will inherit the land.

    ¹⁴ The LORD confides in those who fear him; 
       he makes his covenant known to them.

    ¹⁵ My eyes are ever on the LORD, 
       for only he will release my feet from the snare.

    ¹⁶ Turn to me and be gracious to me, 
       for I am lonely and afflicted.

    ¹⁷ The troubles of my heart have multiplied; 
       free me from my anguish.

    ¹⁸ Look upon my affliction and my distress 
       and take away all my sins.

    ¹⁹ See how my enemies have increased 
       and how fiercely they hate me!

    ²⁰ Guard my life and rescue me; 
       let me not be put to shame, 
       for I take refuge in you.

    ²¹ May integrity and uprightness protect me, 
       because my hope is in you.

    ²² Redeem Israel, O God, 
       from all their troubles!

David was crying to God, and nw i m too. Bless me with your holiness, guide me through all my days. In Jesus mighty name i pray, AMEN. 

cold bath

huhuhu a cold bath , not just now, but 2 days ago.. haha forgot to on my heater. huhuhu tahan all the way, huat arh

18th may . . . tatas

lost comments

above two are photos from mustafa mid night shopping

east coast

high o high o... actually got a lot things to say de, but now no le.

just some feelings happened in these few days, things happened and happened. lol

the masquarade party was somehow a miracle. later at mustafa it was high, haha indian dance . celebration ? east coast cycling was tiring with only an hr of sleep, fun though many didn't turn up. 

ok tts all somehow no feel to blog now, internet is back. haha bye bloggy, ooo she is online !

strength

u know when u say that word 'forever', its actually talking rubbish, tts wad i think at least. ( only thinggy that is forever is with God ) for those of u readers which are non christians u can choose not to believe but tts the fact la.

ok wads next, i m suppose to upload pics but internet connection somehow stops me, arghhh

i caught a vision of doin gospel magic, to make use of my talent to spread the word of God.

i wanna be the salt and light to the society as well, huhuhu FISM

FISM: olympics of magic

haha broderick says they hate Singaporeans, so no one gets in yet in S'pore, even KIKI TAY my idol!!! 

hehehe this is not wad i wanna blog oso actually, something more..

i tell u bloggy, but others can see too, so i should keep it to myself, erm nope, i tell God

June 1st to 21st will be a season of Prayer.. i will be praying, nv tried fasting coz food is my life. 

i will try starting for one whole day then 3 then 7 then 30 maybe? who knows? next David blane: Singapore magician not eaten for 2 months.. huhuhu must be a dead magician..

ok no more much many wadever comments. give me the strength to last, to pursue not wad i want but wad u want me to have in life. Amen †

TATAS

its just a matter of choice

yes it is over,a nd year two is coming... come to think of it, many things happened.

my life would not be so great with out magic, LOLs, and esp NAFA. rmb the first day in my first very unfamiliar campus, the first guys was qiqi, zack and alvin ( not the click now ).

ermmmm it woulld not have been so fun without you pple:

QIQI, mikki, ah han, meimoon and alvin. i just love them la.............!!!!!!!!!!!! huhuhuh

so high so high. can't post photos now, not my lappy..

bye bloggy, tatas.... blogging from yansheng's lappy :p

blogging with alvin's mac

huat arh... one more paper.. huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

summary: day one is so and so, day two very gan jiong, this morning worst.

John is very disappointed in 1S, can tell. omg omg.. 

my extra papers tt are supposed to file in are put in a lump there. my model's base is splitting like bananas.

ok tts all, bye bloggy :D tatas

 

Wierd dream (book shop)

A wierd dream:

the setting was an unknown place, later proceeding to a bookshop.

lets see wad else i rmb.. . .. .. 

i was rushing off, and erm of course to the bookshop, to do something impt. She is working there. Upon reaching, bla bla bla, and then another bla bla bla. I became emo ( in the dream la ), wierdssss..

sub-characters include Mikki and Shaun.. y would i dream of them? haha .. it was a sad dream i should say. reminds me of one previous dream i had and i actually cried.

this one is kind of strange, something tt could have actually happen in the future. 

ok bye bloggy TATAS

history project

night scene from Theo's hostel

professional painter

tired and retard

mouse

final product without laces sewed on yet

happy birthday!!!!!!!

great day! hhaha it is the best birthday ever.. 18 finally.

a long battle

qiqi, me, a bit of meiman, and the birthday mouse

blur leh, ok me, andy, BK, weiwen with guitar, junyi, michelle, joan and birthday mouse

meimooon and alvin with no chipmonks, not funny

bracelet by me, jannson, meiman, alvin, deqi, shenny, xianhan

stay put, strong. i stand in faith, not to lose any in every single moment. huat arh

praise the lord, our God, our creator

long battle with my mum, a message came in, 'happy birthday' by Michele..i was like dots. ok she forget today's date. Next came a even more 'powerful message', ok for this its a secret.. (love :) 

dear readers must be thinking of i must be saying its 'her', but huhuhuhuhu nice try

 on above, were pics taken on Mikki's birthday, just received it from Deqi via email. 

something were to be spoken earlier on, i stopped it again and again intentionally, and then the conversation decided to stop there. or i should say the 'speaker' decided not to say out anymore. but i was however still very curious. looking forward to wad is suppose to be said. 

words are spoken but sometimes it just don't carry out the thoughts. wad should i do?

updates of my events:

16th may Masquarade Party

24th may magic show then make up service with meiman

9,10,11th june xXx Camp

ok tts all bah bloggy, i m tired. TATAS

Q & A from meiman

1) A what age do you wish to be married?
erm i think preferably when i m financial stable, or maybe 25 to 30 like tt lor
2) If you were to be stranded on a deserted island, who r the 3 blog buddies you'd take and why?
Cabbit, Deqi and Andy bah.. can play with them and two of them know surviving skills
3) Where is the place that you want to go the most?
Wonderland
4) If you can have 1 dream came true, what would it be?
My ever ever after Marriage
5) Do you believe you can survive without money?
NONONO..N-O , NO
6)What are you afraid to lose the most?
People who cares for me
7) If you win $1 Million, what would you do?
Buy magic props, Get married, Eat !!!
8) If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
ya
9) List out 3 gd points of the person who tagged you.
funny, interesting, caring, GOOD
10) What is your dream Girl?
wat ar, erm a responsible , caring, funny, cute girl. preferably older.
11) What kind of person do you hate the most?
Insulting
12) If you are given the chance to go back to the past and make a diff, will you?
guess its not necessary, everything happens for a reason
13) Unconditional Love, what does it means to you?
nv failing love, does not requires any thing in return. God's love†
14) Any wisdom to share with your readers?
(Andy says:) BALANCE IS THE KEY OF LIFE :D
15) If there's ever a war( or things that are similar ) happening in your place, are you going to move to a safer place or fight?
move to a safer place
16) If you have the chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
easily emo
17) Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
GOD†
18) What's your weakest point?
tickle me
19) Think of the person who tagged you to do this quiz. What song do you relate him/her to?
精武门- (did i write correctly?) LUO ZHI XIANG's song
20) What is the one thing you regret most?
do these questions, ahah jokin.. i guess not bah... i take responsible of all my actions

wow wow wow done!!!! ok now friends i wanna tag and hope they do :)
Jing
Kae
Cabbit ( who is doin now )
Alvin ( meiman tag him oso )
Deqi ( " )
Xianhan ( " )
Mikki ( " )
Alina
Cyndy Cute
Yixin aka jermaine
Andy

ok done, TaTas bloGgy

nightmares

omg, woke up now..and obviously i will b late for 12pm class, xianhan oso.. -_-" 

tts not the point, i woke up at 5, but still manage to stay awake for 15 mins, then drop 'dead' again. i was having a night-mare, or i should say a scary dream. 

let it not affect me :D many things comes to my mind, but main of all is 'wad should i focus?'

forgot to mention on the previous post, 16th may (Masquerade Night), 9, 10, 11, june (xXx CamP)

Ooooo praise the lord, high liao high liao.

ok let me not get high, and pull through my assessments.

i cannot really do my work, i simply can't focus. and i cannot allow myself to 'overslept' anymore.

work for the kingdom of God†

 

Jesus i worship you

use me again, our mercies follow me, for all my days. -- one life one love

y would u want to do something for someone? if it has nothing in return to you? how much will the effort be put in? can caring be unconditional in concern abt human beings. God's love is, and will always be, tts how powerful it is. be drawn away or get nearer? show me your way O Lord. 

and dear bloggy. . . . . . . . . . . good night

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a missing thought, barriers

its gonna be long, and it can be short.. tts life ya...

oh lord if u had planned for me my path, i really thirst and hunger for a revelation

John 12:25 The man who loves his life will lose it, while the man who hates his life in this world will keep it for eternal life.  †