army days

trying very hard to survive this kind of life..

seeing my friends get use to it, it makes me even harder to accept.

My only motivation of living is Jocelyn Ng, i love her so much.. ..

I love to be with her, i hate to be in army, in camp.

I reported sick as i was vommiting and having diarreoh.. too anxious..
Mo doubted me, and put me to sick-bay to observe me..

wad do they want? see me vomit? but i can't eat anything, i dun have the mood, wad can i vommit? but i feel like vommiting always..

especially after food.. i vomit, most of the times.. can anyone believe me and see this as something wrong, seriously wrong in my life?

feels giddy easily, mentally so weak and so dried up..

:'( FML