do i deserve?

jocelyn ng lizhen,

i believe you might be wondering many things now,
and u want to be alone.

but trust me, two is always better than one.

can i deserve to have one more chance?

i promise you for the very last time,
not to make you scared, and cry anymore... ...

i want to give you happiness

i can't change my temper, but i can hide it.

i can't change my thinkings, but i can overwrite it.

i can't change my negative feelings, but i can remind myself that i love you. the girl whom i promise to live my whole life with.

hope you are reading all these~~~ i don't know why, but i will never give up.
you can call that stubborn, or even childish.

yes, i know you are the one whom i am searching for, we have been through so much together. it is too late to give up.

mei mei and mei mei's mei mei and the rest are all praying for us.
we gave them life remember?
take your time~

-Yixiang-

i am 21 le!

wah my blog long long nv update le..

first of all, my blog profile stills writes 20 yrs old.

i am 21 le! haha

i love mei mei and mei mei's meimei although she is not nice to smell.

i love stitch

i love cotton although she takes up bii bii's time by a lot.

i love bii bii / mummy

and i love the girl who can understand all of these...
she tolerated me for more than a year.

She took care of me and been with me all these while,
we quarrel,
we fight,
we smile,
we laugh,
we work,
we cry,
we love
each other as much as each other.

I LOVE, and sincerely wants to be with her til i grow old.

Jocelyn Ng LiZhen, i am sorry. :'( please forgive me