Sunday, November 25, 2012

if i am gone

the thoughts in my mind are really complicated. First of all, everything around me seems to be good but it just feels not right..

如果有一天我不存在了,那又怎麼樣。我存在,那又怎樣。。。

快樂到底是甚麼?

We are all finding the answer, but when life reaches the end, does the answer really matters?

Bringing joy to others every single day, will God sees it and give joy to us as well?
Or is it up to us who sees the joy in life?

I have been thinking of what i want in life, and what i can achieve. But so what? Does that makes me happy, or is it even meaningful?

I became very paranoid about putting effort into things i do. Afraid of disappointments and endings... afraid of even starting anything.

Giving up easily as well..

What has become of me... haiyo ah!

Alright jiayou and dun think so much and.....

Lets look forward to tml and what God had planned for me.


Saturday, November 3, 2012

Me

This post is about me. About how i feel recently, about how i am doing recently.

Life is kinda fucked up and aimless. Trying all means to Be positive and strong.

Thats why i am going to set some goals right now:

I want to reach my $8k monthly income by jan 2013.

I want find back my passion in the entertainment industry.

I want to complete dreams-education and let the business run to at least $10k monthly sales.

A celebrity to wear my balloon dress for a commercial shoot by Feb 2013

To write and publish my new e-book by May 2013.

To have my own balloon motivational workshop by May 2013.

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Ever since the broke up, it seems that i am taking forever to find back myself.
I miss you so much, and i keep thinking of you every single day.

I have to take care of you, and we will have to be in contact because of balloons.

To you, it is nothing.
You never care how i feel. I am sorry but you are selfish.

You left me at the toughest period of my life.
You left me alone to drown when i thought i could depend on you.
You kicked me out of the "home" i thought i would stay for years.

Everything for your own convenient, nothing for us.

Fuck it.

i can only see you with another guy now.

Pls, just set me free.

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