thats Norvin's business card. Yet to complete...

and here's ah meow... inside the sword box..

my dream of doing an illusion and a theatre show came true. it was kinda diff from expectance.

but the fun level is still thr.

this thursday i am gonna own the stage again at Forever Living's Annual Dinner.

Gotta be grand and awesome.

Thanks Everlyn again.. gotta miss the ending of 2009, but still hope it pass off quickly.

2010. here i come!!!!

end of 2009

this year is gonna end.. beginning was tons of beautiful memories..

in the middle my life was missing a piece, and did i let go or who the fuck took it away.

FUCK EVERYTHING and EVERYONE who kills our relationship. FUCK YOU!

for a moment i tot life sucks, but Magic was fun :)

thanks to Mr Hasif and many magic ka-kees to make everything possible in 2009.

Sincerely thank Everlyn for some really beautiful memories that i will never forget.

to that girl whom i miss so much: I LOVE U

CAUTION! it's Magic! Show's done!

dude!

ah meow...

meow..

:(

:)

tatas...

U

Jazz is sad, I miss U.

i want to read abt my previous posts to refresh my memories of our relationship.

but i dare not to do so..

Relationship nv exists.. only Relating does.

wish that i could care less of this world, all i want is u.

but its nv gonna be the same again..

FUCK

SWORD BOX illusion~~~

got to say i LOVE THIS! my dream fulfilled!!!

On that day, it was victory for me! :)

Square2 Magic Competition finals

I did a short montage of my videos recently.

I miss Clowngician, which i will be havin some shows soon. :)

Love the smile on the audiences.

Got into the finals (top 6), but i did not win anything. (refering to top 3)

Nevertheless, thank you Dean and family, Vivian Banana, Norvin, ChoonHo, Markson..

for supporting and helping out. :)

Everlyn, or ah meow, I sincerely thank you ^^

Congrats to the top 3 winners.

I have to admit the "EVIL" act was created, not to spread joy..but, to express my inner sorrow.

Everything just got mixed up.

Right now many things bundled up, and i will have to sort them out.

Can't i just stay by ur side, or hav u by my side.

I long to be with u, so much.... .... ....

Should i? or should i not? Can i? or Can i not?

best

i tell myself, if i don't do more than my best, 

I WILL NV GO UP ON STAGE..

DAMM IT, at this time i still sucks at expressing my evil.

aren;t things going evil around me.. Fuck..

ah meow

ah meow

Hasif's happy family!!!!

in the front i repeated ah meow twice.. and ah meow is non other than Everlyn

AKa Ever,

cool huh.. i thank you so muchie :)

so this is my first time doing an illusion. it feel wierd and when seriously the audience sucks.

(refering to the kids at tamah jurong cc)

nevertheless i controlled them, in an evil way, because i was not in my clowngician outfit.

I WAS EVIL!

come to think again this was founded at the darkest moment of my life.

Damm it, those memories sucks..

life is great now.

and i am GREAT, i am JAZZ

and Jazz is Magic!!! :D

^U^

Swoordd Boxxx

this is my first and only illusion.. its call.... Swoooord Booox..

pronounce it longer.. try it:)

Everlyn agreed to help til end of this year. and i am grateful for that.

2009 is ending.. and i will end it well.. with this illusion .. on 31st december 2009!

happy news, i got in for semi finals at SQUARE 2.

ok more happy if i got into finals..

i will scream if i got first..

haha

tatas bloggy ^U^

the pink rose

ChoonHo's gf and him, i forgot his GF name le :) haha

clowngician trying to be emo...

Jazz the emo one.. zzz

no much mood to blog nowadays. anyway..

i am just glad that i do have what i thought i do not have, which most of others have..

that is..GOOD FRIENDS..

I LOVE YOU GUYS. :)

-JAZZ

Shows?

above is a show i just did for Bukit Batok CC with HASIF!

and below was a show i did on saturday with RUIMIN! (handpainting)

yoyoyo its Yizhen:)

and then... Markson... in a Student-care-centre at CCK

HOHOHO>>>>>> and NAFA gang don't blog that often anymore.. 

i miss tagging one another. and when will we all meet up again!!?!?

:(

I miss everything and everybody i once spent happy happy time with.. :'(

a loose friendship

secretwand new t-shirt design. pls dun copy and make ur own t-shirt. i sue u hor! wahaha

and below:

birthday girl (middle) at OOSH! rich family..whoa!

here i am, back blogging.. and hurray!!!

please, someone tell me tt i am impt, haiz.. nowadays always haiz..

i haiz and haiz..

i am glad tt one small problem could just numb me for a while from my main problem.

wad is my desire in life, and my magic...still searching for it each day

perhaps life is a never ending searching for its meaning..

If tts the same motivation, will i be as good as u one day..?

CAUTION!

CAUTION!

:: it's MAGIC! ::

Featuring Singapors's Up-coming magicians; Hasifayakun The Young Magician, Jazz The Clowngician & Guest performance by Fazz Mirage!

Want to have some entertainment for your family and friends during the school holidays? Come down to our show! We designed our acts specially just for this one night only event! You'll witness some Visual magic, Bizzare Stunts, Fire, Exotic Birds, Illusion, Comedy & Audience Participation. Eating real sharp razor blades, birds appear from thin air, solid metal rings penetrate through each other and lots more!

An evening full of magic & illusions suitable for all ages! And it's for one night only! There'll be cool door gifts, meet-and-greet session with the performers and also booths selling magic tricks and stuffs! Spend your holidays with a touch of magic.... And get ready to be amazed....

• Venue: Woodlands Community Center, Theatre
• Date: 22nd December 2009
• Time: 7pm - 9pm

Lighting strucked!

My secret admirer who stays in admirity. It rhymes! haha

so Mikki is shocked that i have an admirer

and Ester is wondering why..

ok i lied ...

i am confused and it hit me with 50 damage.. ZZZZZZ

i am at this cool place call the "DR CAFE " at ion orchard, the only branch in Town!

originated from Southern Arabia . Nice coffee and drinks!

things are getting better each days, and i learn to be much magical in a way.

I wish Zoey Ang and Jeremy Pei a Happy birthday today!

tatas bloggy..

its 2pm

i should have received my pay in by now..

wasted sometime at cwp waiting for 2pm just for the $ to come in, and of course to see her.

wad a stupid idea.. and now i m home... not emo but making full use of my time..

these two photos and shoot in class during DPM lesson and yes! they are the photos of Nikki, my doll.. and she is damm photogenic. ( wrong spelling )

gonna head to tailor my cloths into real nice thinngy..

i miss her again. but again, got to know tt no one exists anymore

she is holding someone's hand, and how heartless one could be..

FUCK..

i dun care wad pple say. i am Jazz

this is my Life and my Magic

GOOGLLE

Google has 2 " L " ! haha its not photoshop or anything,

but its like this.. cool yeah.

after looking carefully, its not " L "s but some symbols that represents " L "

oh!!!!!!!!!!! i want to own the stage again!

WHEN CAN I?

Neo Noir Pullip

I M SO GONNA GET THIS!

Neo Noir Pullip

I AM JUST SO IN LOVE WITH HER!

U know wad, my entire make-up set was left in Aqua Marine previous SUNDAY!

Did a 4 hrs clown there and i think i was too tired to notice any changes around me.

OH MAN!!! Headache!

PLS PLS PLS hopefully it is lost there and some cleaner or staff found it .

because i m not sure is it lost there or what!!!?

ARGHHHH Thanks Ruimin for reminding me that i have a make-up kit. if not... ...

next clowning show i will b so lost!

whew, at most buy a new set, and its gonna cost me a bomb..NONONO.

can find one.. can find one.. can can YES YES YES!!!

Just posted on facebook

HI! FOR THOSE WHO CAME HERE VIA FACEBOOK,

WELCOME! :)

THIS IS MY PERSONAL BLOG!

VERY PERSONAL.

so enjoy ur stay here, and if u read my past posts, u might be able to understand how emotional i am, and how and why i started magic.

If it is not magic that kept me moving, What is?

Mystic Maniac

3rd!! :) thank Felicial Ding... yes its spelled as Felicial.. hohoho

the stage...

YAY!!! music went wrong and i was like stunt on stage.. but!

i managed to pull it through and it turned out well..

decided not to contact Shenny a moment ago.. once and for all..

but then something else happen, lots of surprises, like Jeremy Tan..

-_- no link... ...

Damm those people in the past, and my life is my life..

no one should interfere anymore..

Thanks Kiki for the advices..

Thanks all! :)

Happy but emo tonight...miss ^U^.

so much.. ...

NAFA GANG MOONCAKE OUTING

nafa gang mooncake outing will be next wed!!! YIPEEEE!!!

please, all of u appear! please!!!

will be graduating quite soon! MISS OUR FRIENDSHIP!!!

sometimes i feel like eh we also never meet very often oso nvmind..

but the thing is,

we know that we are nearby..

but when after year 3 we will go seperate ways..

hmmmm

3 boys go army, one man go work. 2 girls work or further studies?

haha

ok gonna rush my wrk.. HUAT ARH!!!

^U^

2nd prize trophy

$200 cash and the fame and honour to get 2nd in this competition..

wootssss, Thank You!! and thank ^U^

knife in...Ups and Downs...

Life is full of up and downs, or rather that place is.

sometimes i think..and i think..

its rather i not be in it, things will be better... let me give it a try, if possible, permanently..

Thank ^U^ for that few minutes..

Dream

if there is another chance, i will never ever let go again.

Thank God for the dream... ...

^U^

this is SECRETWAND's poster.. its rather high res, so u can download and print and paste around your house!!! haha

Felicia! Photo took by Mr Kae, and woohooo its nice la, can't wait for photoshoot....

SPLIT
PERSONALITIES!

below we have Hasifayakun and Jazz the Clowngician..

getting ready for a kids show at Kallang Leisure Park

hohoho its cold right now in my room... and i realised i overslept, but have no intention to rush to school..
i hate those people around me who are trying to make decisions for me in my life.
FUCKERS

Shenny aku Kangen Kamu.... ....
i will give up the whole world just for u, pls come back... ...

^U^

Saturday busy dayyyyy:)))

my new ASSISTANT! FELICIA :) cute right? but got boyfriend le :) hohoho

these two pple are my fans! no la, one is Kae and one is Hasif.

and we are about to do a birthday party!!! but they are still playing outside the toilet...

He is emoing after playing! no la just posing for fun...

KE KOU MIAN!!!!

nv eat this b4, u wasted your life!!! joking la not so serious, but it really taste awesome!
haha awesome! i use the word "awesome" ! AWESOME!!!

i hv bad stomach!!!
laosai!!! laosai!!!!!!

hohoho...

too late le, more story next time.. :)

nite nite ^^

emo is not an emotion but an expression

no more Evangelynn is Jazz's magic :(
its good for her :) dancing for my act will turn someone emo. thanks again ^^

Markson (on the left) & JoeYu (on the right)
Joe is fantastic! Love his act since 2007, and now i am able to talk to him close up!
will like to meet up and have a chat with him when he is free :)

With Max ( the guy standing next to me with black Shirt )
He did an act and it is the most meaningful act i have ever seen! terrific drama skills with Magic!
the one with black jacket is MAHADIR, my bro! haha funny and serious guy!

Big group photo with Dr.Loke, Mahadir, KIKI, Imran, JeremyTan, Nawyi & Markson :)

and this was from my Competition! Jerome laoda is in the middle. Wah Seh laoda!!

haha i look kinda scary, but my friends are still friendly... ...

still emphasizing, no more xueting :( haha kinda miss her dancing ...
had a long hour practice with Felicia at sengkang just now,
and not forgetting yesterday, when we made a trip to find xueting to impart Felicia her skills.
and we practiced at bukitpanjang.
the act is done!!! and i am so so so tired! Magic Passion is still burning!!!
because my hair is red!! haha..
Felicia told me she already have boyfriend! and it IS A BIG ISSUE!
did i MENTION TO HER I NEED A SINGLE ASSISTANT.
wah seh ltr i kana beaten up.. haiz..

ok i am stil longing for U

God, tell me your plans for me, its getting confusing, or rather emo.

colder attitude

its 7.43am now. time to wake up! and i am awake, gonna blog and get going to bath and get ready.

i have a balloon show at 10am at CHANGI BEACH!

FAR SIA BUNG, haha.

She has been colder to me lately, i suppose. to 'other' guys i suppose she is more lively,

why so serious?

its when i wanted to start focusing on my school works,

MANY BUSY THINGS START FLYING IN!!!

new shows, new opportunities... ...

i am super busy !!! MAXIMIZING MY LIFE CAPACITY!

RP grand magic show was nice this year with SOLOMON and JOE YU!

MAX was great as well. the others did pretty well too.

Had a close talk with Joe and his crew, very friendly people :) 

HUMBLE and POWERFUL people.

Joe Yu's dove act never fails to amaze me! ^^

my dove gotto be like his dove one day! real soon... ...

God i pray for wise planning of time management.

And i pray for my ambition.

AMEN.

The Rose

Some say love it is a river 

that drowns the tender reed 

Some say love it is a razer 

that leaves your soul to blead 

Some say love it is a hunger 

an endless aching need 

I say love it is a flower 

and you it's only seed 

It's the heart afraid of breaking 

that never learns to dance 

It's the dream afraid of wakingthat never takes the chance 

It's the one who won't be taken 

who cannot seem to give 

and the soul afraid of dyingthat never learns to live 

When the night has been too lonely 

and the road has been too long 

and you think that love is only 

for the lucky and the strong 

Just remember in the winterfar beneath the bitter snows 

lies the seed 

that with the sun's love 

in the spring 

becomes the rose 

beautiful lyrics, and i love it so much. using it for the second part of my act :)

Halleyula for my prayer to be answered!

oh ya almost forget.. hmm.. ok.. my quiet time tonight shall be after blogging.

and Praise God for one prayer to be answered :)

now i must concentrate much on my studies.

some $ aside for some useful purposes.

motivation motivation!!!

just rmb Kiki wrote this in FB : driven by passion not by cash (did i write correctly)

anyway its something like la, something Xueting said today reminds me of this.

indeed, maybe holy spirit is working through both of them to speak to me of this.

alright man, set my priorities right..

AND..

I OWN THE STAGE!!!

3rd week of fasting!

Let me recall, it was like 2-3 months ago, when we "stop" contact.

then all the havoc began!

having said tt, i have not let go completely... ...

oh man, work loads are piling up!

sometimes i still miss u, despite not contacting for so long...

these two wierd fellows are wierd...

see this face on ur left! its a Kae-look-alike-xuejun! cool sia
was listening to my stage music and 3 of their's head appeared on the transparent glass of the back door of my classroom...

so i went out to settle things..like... taking photos!!
took exactly 13 photos and deleted one coz of dunno wad reason.

Ah han went emo for a while..

3rd week! and one more week to go!

I just pray for more of You, and Less of Me.

Cloud nine, The Rose. End.

DAN SPERRY?

not DAN SPERRY!!!!

i am originally inspired by him! haha anyway.

many questions floating in my mind.

and til the next time, if there is.. awaiting for an answer,

but have i even asked the question?

hohoho hard to say, hard to request a favor. unless its regarded not just a favor.

wad toking me. HEY THANKS ALL!!

5th prized!! arghhhh

haha i had fun la!