case sticker!

cool sia! always wanted to print this, and now FYP..

gave me an opportunity to get it done!! haha it lompang onto one of my FYP items.

SO HAPPY I MADE THE RIGHT DECISION TODAY!!!

SO FUCKING HAPPY!!

whew.. i was like..heng.. and i was like.. HAHA

ok time to sleep!, coz its abt time to wake up!!!

My immortal

I'm so tired of being here, suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave, I wish that you would just leave
Your presence still lingers here and it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

Humans are born to die, all efforts to achieve perfection will always come to waste.

just enjoy life... 

a random photo:

Hey Norman, thanks so much for the photos :)

Badi, :DDD

FYP almost done

i rushed through my project,

very happily i managed to create some good works...

the sadness motivates me, somehow...

in fact we don't owe each other anymore, but i just can't hold myself from looking back.

yim is right, even if i turn back, u r already facing someone else,

what makes me so stupid? by forcing u to tell me those excuses, then the fact that u prefer the other guy.

can i tell u that i can't move on because i love u?

i love U!!!!! :(

EPIC!!!

whats so epic! i have been hearing this word in class for many many times, from Theo and Naz.

and i have been making ring hearts non stop!

this one's for Shenny

this one is randomly made at home.

this is the "Covers" membership card, item number one that i printed out!!!

kinda satisfied with it.. .. and! FYP continues..more items were printed the day b4 yesterday...

what a world, how r u gonna be faithful with such imperfection in human beings?

you talk abt trust, you talk abt hope, you talk abt faith.

you made promises, and commitment. and...

everything can goes to nothing at the blink of an eye.

what do u do when you have to be faithful when u had already made commitment.

but that waiting gives you NO RESULT AT ALL, if u give up...

WHAT RIGHTS DO U HAVE TO TALK ABT COMMITMENT again?!?!

you see, balloon tells us so much abt a human's imperfection:

we can never twist 2 exact size bubbles,

therefore we can never twist two exact same sculpture.

we can prevent a balloon from bursting, but we can never stop it from bursting.

good news is:

WE ARE THE SCULPTOR, so WE R IN CONTROL!

WE GET TO CHOOSE THE SIZE AND COLOURS!

WE CAN HAVE FUN PLAYING WITH BALLOONS!

ok thats all for now, for my balloon theory class. contact me for more details.. LOL..

btw, i did a birthday party this afternoon.. ok so random..

tatas bloggy :p

FYP!!!

Will challenge the black balloons after FYP!!

Mickey Mouse!

Mr Kae

Biao Di collected his costumes!!!

beli cartoon neh, and i could not fit into his tail coat!

my birthday is coming! and it falls right after my beloved FYP.

and til then.. i am working hard, sleepless night, counting downs..

weaving balloons, flourishing cards, spinning parasols...

ahhh i am going crazy with this kinds stress.. but it is kinda fun too..!!

wad toking me..

time's almost up, gonna bath and head to school!!!

Friday die die must finish and then PRINTING!!!

time just don't want to wait for me :(

i will be back!

self-based emotion

was performing at Caribbean at Keppel Bay, level 2 function room

for two brother's birthday (wow i am so specific)

during my routine, all of a sudden, my thumb dislocated, and i wasn't able to control it

..

it was the left hand's, and u know wad?

i forced it back in place,

OUCH!

ring heart, gone yellow..

The day doing balloons could have made me forget those shits.

Damm i am suppose to be positive..

i mean those challenges i have to face now.

should i just passed away few months ago with "that" incident as an excuse,

life won't be so CHALLENGING now.

Pls, something make me feel impt, or tell me that i am impt.

what i seriously learnt about life today is:

never conclude something based on your own emotion. 

Something that i really learnt only today...

Cab home, was too tempted.. tired mentally to the max.

physically i think i am ok.

ok time for supper and..

Continue this countdown til my birthday!!

until then

^U^

Further away

I'm numb to you - numb and deaf and blind.
You give me all but the reason why.
I reach but I feel only air at night.
Not you, not love, just nothing.

i don't wanna keep hoping, i don't wanna stop hoping either... ...

were u speaking to me through those posts...

if yes, i thank you.

i Love U.

i do...

Krinze

i can't believe i actually shoot this fellow secretly!!!

MR KAE!!! it is TRUE!!! HE SELLING THOSE CARDS TO LITTLE KIDS!!!

OMG

OMG

OMG!!! CAN"T STOP LAUGHING!!

and thx NORMAN FOR THE assist! we did it! two shots of him!!!

HAHAHAHAHA!!

ok..

tts all..

QIAO (FATE)

oh man wad a day!

oh!!!

wad a day!!!

ok day time i got so inspired by some kids magic props and ideas were flying around me.

next i went to the kitchen and had my late breakfast..and ...

NORVIN CALLED. ok the story starts..

he was heading to TWCC for magic rehersal.

so i asked to join in..

poof!

i bathed, changed, packed and flew!!!

woohoooo i reached there in abt an hour.

guess wad, a very recognizable back view appeared.

i didn't called out "JASTINA" straight away (yes so qiao, its Jastina)

so i called her hp, and the girl infront apparently picked up her phone.

i asked: where are you..bla bla bla and then..

i said:

i am behind u!

haha then bla bla bla bla bla!!!!

COOL SIA.

ok next, rehersal, or rather practice session, went pretty well and fun!

Had Macdonalds!!!

and went off back to Woodlands!

Huimin gave me a banana key chain!

awwww so romantic :')

Banana, Alan and Nor Nor came to my house. and then Banana went home.

Alan and Nor and I head to LongJohn to have dinner.

when it was abt to close, we head to Burger King...

and 

and...

and...... outside Burger King, 

I SAW LILIAN with her BOYFRIEND!!! OMG OMG!! hahahahahaha

then a voice shouted: Norvin!

and it was Gabriel!!! (the balloon Gabriel)

and...he taught the Ring heart to us!!!!!!!

first attempt is so sucky!

i took his home: nice sia!

and now i am on my bed, still weaving non stop, actually i am blogging now..haha

anyways. oh ya!!

saw an angel!!!

wait let me think...her name is... June!!!

ya correct!

AND SHE IS SOOOOO CHIO LA!!! haha

ok Chiobu only for us to see see..

haha but really CHIO LA!!! haha

Gabriel mentioned abt how we could actually create wonders with just basics of our skills, be it balloon or magic or juggling.

its how deep we actually study INTO the basic techniques and theories.

he got a point.

a wonderful point there..

wow!

and it truly inspires!

good night. and i realize this: 3 more weeks to FYP..WTH!!!

i think i saw someone mentioned that its on 7th May.. (my birthday?!?!?!)

HUAT ARH!!! wonderful day with so many qiao he (coincidence)!

Mr Curry

Mr Kae went to malaysia! can't contact him :(

huhuhuhu.. went to Mr Curry at Central..was intending to try the blablabla Ramen which online reviews actually beats Marutama's!

And i went there, saw the place, and realise i ate it before!

and its like, Marutama's Way Better!!!

especially the soup!

and YimYim and i went to Mr Curry!

Pork something something Curry Omelette Rice!

taste so great!!

side dish: the fried something something tofu!

Taste so cute!!! and extremely awesome with curry, so honest and innocent.

(what a way to describe food )

Mr curry found Mango Cat and they found the best curry in Japan and then it is brought to Singapore.. cool..

not full enough!!! so i ordered Curry Ramen!!!!!

the ORIGINAL ONE!

NOT BAD!!! HOT AND DELICIOUS

and wad's best? i don't need to pay!!! Yim Yim treat me :D

and she owe me one ice cream :)

don't ever want me to forget u.

i will still water the plant every single day.

Even if there is no plant just water the pot lo! haha

ok no link -_-...

^U^

pinning your hope

number 1 rule is life, nv pin ur hope on anyone.

there will be a time of betrayal, and there will be a time of disappointment.

but perhaps thats one of the weaknesses of a human being.

anyone could be soft-hearted, even the most persistent ones.

as much as anything could be good, anything could sucks too.

never trust anyone, just trust yourself to trust someone.

this theory will halve your sorrow in the future.

everyone has a motive, anyone has a motive.

just live by this merciless law.

or be pinned on hopes, and get urself some fucking rejections in life.

A merry Christmas 2009 :)

was just messing up my room trying to find that NAFA report slip. but i couldn't.

i just made one last wild guess based upon my number of absences without reasons,

for my forth - gonna - retake - module.

COOL SIA my GPA...sad sad sad..

but still..i emailed to the lecturer.

right at the corner of my bed, lying on the shelve is this little card:

I received the card in a very special way...

i was sleeping, and of course in the morning i wake up! and i was at YimYim's study room.

when i woke up, this card was beside me.

so cool sia :)

The ultimate sex between life and Balloon  -  Snails do make love!

wad's this?!?!?! u r wondering...

its the shadow of this little bunny!!! Made by Lilian, who just started sculpting for the first day!

Kae.. Ace.. no i am not playing cards, just mentioning their names!!!

My wonderful cousins!!! let me repeat... MR KAE & MR ACE

TADA!

main point is to blog abt the Christmas card lo..

ok good night! happy day ahead!

April Fool

i told the rabbit its not april fool. I LOVE U... :'(

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Friday meeting Brod for breakfast. and its 178 Lor Mee!

devilish delicious gravy with those deep fried juicy Shark nuggets