i am 21 le!

wah my blog long long nv update le..

first of all, my blog profile stills writes 20 yrs old.

i am 21 le! haha

i love mei mei and mei mei's meimei although she is not nice to smell.

i love stitch

i love cotton although she takes up bii bii's time by a lot.

i love bii bii / mummy

and i love the girl who can understand all of these...
she tolerated me for more than a year.

She took care of me and been with me all these while,
we quarrel,
we fight,
we smile,
we laugh,
we work,
we cry,
we love
each other as much as each other.

I LOVE, and sincerely wants to be with her til i grow old.

Jocelyn Ng LiZhen, i am sorry. :'( please forgive me

army days

trying very hard to survive this kind of life..

seeing my friends get use to it, it makes me even harder to accept.

My only motivation of living is Jocelyn Ng, i love her so much.. ..

I love to be with her, i hate to be in army, in camp.

I reported sick as i was vommiting and having diarreoh.. too anxious..
Mo doubted me, and put me to sick-bay to observe me..

wad do they want? see me vomit? but i can't eat anything, i dun have the mood, wad can i vommit? but i feel like vommiting always..

especially after food.. i vomit, most of the times.. can anyone believe me and see this as something wrong, seriously wrong in my life?

feels giddy easily, mentally so weak and so dried up..

:'( FML

my magical life, so far so good

hihi bloggy.

finally after 4 years of saying huat arh! finally i have the feeling of going to huat arh!

business is growing, and i want to grow it to the fullest.

Sometimes i doubt life has any meaning to it, we were born for death.

i want to end my life when i filled what i want.. hehehe...

dear bii bii, i told myself not to cry for anyone not blood related anymore.

but if one day we were to leave each other, will i cry?

yes i will.

maybe because i am now so connected to you.

i am glad that i am able to help you grow..

hmmm thanks.

i won't dare to say but somehow its a yes, its a yes that i know:

i love you

everything i do, its a plan for the future..

not mine, but yours..

seriously i find no meaning in my life now, except spending time with you.

but sometimes when i am tired, i want to just go. i've gt no courage though.

i am happy, to have achieved what i want.

alright, i will continue live on to see what's awaiting!

21st birthday coming~~~