pretend i never knew you

pretend i never knew you
and i knwo you will not even care

my tears just kept on rolling, with sorrow in my heart.

i keep on thinking of the moments, when we are so happy together,

you chose to leave me, so ruthless and heartlessly.

i can do nothing, because i tried everything.

i cried, i beg, i prayed, i work hard.. end up i got nothing.

nothing... ...

for all i love you.. yes i love you.

but for all happiness, i did not get, i got myself countless pains...

i know you want to get rid of me, its ok.. i will walk away quietly... ...

and i still love you. Jocelyn Ng Lizhen

i dunno what to do

i am lost right now.

all i want is to hold her hands again, i never gave up.

to me, she is the sweetest girl i ever seen... i love her so much.

bii bii huh~~~ i will never forget you no matter what.
have a good night. will be here always... i am available for you always~~

do i deserve?

jocelyn ng lizhen,

i believe you might be wondering many things now,
and u want to be alone.

but trust me, two is always better than one.

can i deserve to have one more chance?

i promise you for the very last time,
not to make you scared, and cry anymore... ...

i want to give you happiness

i can't change my temper, but i can hide it.

i can't change my thinkings, but i can overwrite it.

i can't change my negative feelings, but i can remind myself that i love you. the girl whom i promise to live my whole life with.

hope you are reading all these~~~ i don't know why, but i will never give up.
you can call that stubborn, or even childish.

yes, i know you are the one whom i am searching for, we have been through so much together. it is too late to give up.

mei mei and mei mei's mei mei and the rest are all praying for us.
we gave them life remember?
take your time~

-Yixiang-