army days

trying very hard to survive this kind of life..

seeing my friends get use to it, it makes me even harder to accept.

My only motivation of living is Jocelyn Ng, i love her so much.. ..

I love to be with her, i hate to be in army, in camp.

I reported sick as i was vommiting and having diarreoh.. too anxious..
Mo doubted me, and put me to sick-bay to observe me..

wad do they want? see me vomit? but i can't eat anything, i dun have the mood, wad can i vommit? but i feel like vommiting always..

especially after food.. i vomit, most of the times.. can anyone believe me and see this as something wrong, seriously wrong in my life?

feels giddy easily, mentally so weak and so dried up..

:'( FML

my magical life, so far so good

hihi bloggy.

finally after 4 years of saying huat arh! finally i have the feeling of going to huat arh!

business is growing, and i want to grow it to the fullest.

Sometimes i doubt life has any meaning to it, we were born for death.

i want to end my life when i filled what i want.. hehehe...

dear bii bii, i told myself not to cry for anyone not blood related anymore.

but if one day we were to leave each other, will i cry?

yes i will.

maybe because i am now so connected to you.

i am glad that i am able to help you grow..

hmmm thanks.

i won't dare to say but somehow its a yes, its a yes that i know:

i love you

everything i do, its a plan for the future..

not mine, but yours..

seriously i find no meaning in my life now, except spending time with you.

but sometimes when i am tired, i want to just go. i've gt no courage though.

i am happy, to have achieved what i want.

alright, i will continue live on to see what's awaiting!

21st birthday coming~~~

Dreams and Reality

What's the Diff btween Dreams and reality, i finally got the answer.

MY world ... & OUR world.

Can mistakes and regrets be rewinded? My answer is Yes.

Last night i had a dream. I always understand that a dream is formed by the emotions and incidents which happened in real life. It might be something ytd, or even months or years ago.

Thats why i had this dream, a nightmare perhaps.. ..

The characters are all so real, and i am glad it happened only in my world.

When it comes to our world, i know i have granted myself a second chance... ...

Why do humans have regrets only when they lose someone or something.

Cherish them now :D

Thanks for the dream, and the second chance