unfair, love me God

who am i, that you would know me from the start, and set me apart. You placed eternity into my heart. An encounter with a man, made me grew stronger in faith. he challenged my understanding and my faith to the lord. an old man's word certainly contains experiences. Moreover for someone who once going to become a priest for the lord. His name shall not be mentioned.

i did not trust him, i thought, rmbering also my first encounter with my magic bro, Mahadir. It was likely, similar. they were both smiling and friendly, i guess. Why lord, why did u not protect my when i was once harmed? i did hate u for tt, i admit. For now on i m hungry for your love, for u created me in your image and love me most. My eyes weeps with tears everytime i can strongly feel your love, i know u r there. 

hey bloggy, here is one chapter i m sharing :

†Psalm 25

 Of David.

    ^1[a] To you, O LORD, I lift up my soul;

    ² in you I trust, O my God. 
       Do not let me be put to shame, 
       nor let my enemies triumph over me.

    ³ No one whose hope is in you 
       will ever be put to shame, 
       but they will be put to shame 
       who are treacherous without excuse.

    ⁴ Show me your ways, O LORD, 
       teach me your paths;

    ⁵ guide me in your truth and teach me, 
       for you are God my Savior, 
       and my hope is in you all day long.

    ⁶ Remember, O LORD, your great mercy and love, 
       for they are from of old.

    ⁷ Remember not the sins of my youth 
       and my rebellious ways; 
       according to your love remember me, 
       for you are good, O LORD.

    ⁸ Good and upright is the LORD; 
       therefore he instructs sinners in his ways.

    ⁹ He guides the humble in what is right 
       and teaches them his way.

    ¹⁰ All the ways of the LORD are loving and faithful 
       for those who keep the demands of his covenant.

    ¹¹ For the sake of your name, O LORD, 
       forgive my iniquity, though it is great.

    ¹² Who, then, is the man that fears the LORD ? 
       He will instruct him in the way chosen for him.

    ¹³ He will spend his days in prosperity, 
       and his descendants will inherit the land.

    ¹⁴ The LORD confides in those who fear him; 
       he makes his covenant known to them.

    ¹⁵ My eyes are ever on the LORD, 
       for only he will release my feet from the snare.

    ¹⁶ Turn to me and be gracious to me, 
       for I am lonely and afflicted.

    ¹⁷ The troubles of my heart have multiplied; 
       free me from my anguish.

    ¹⁸ Look upon my affliction and my distress 
       and take away all my sins.

    ¹⁹ See how my enemies have increased 
       and how fiercely they hate me!

    ²⁰ Guard my life and rescue me; 
       let me not be put to shame, 
       for I take refuge in you.

    ²¹ May integrity and uprightness protect me, 
       because my hope is in you.

    ²² Redeem Israel, O God, 
       from all their troubles!

David was crying to God, and nw i m too. Bless me with your holiness, guide me through all my days. In Jesus mighty name i pray, AMEN.