past

looking back into the old photos,

or even hearing names so familiar that belongs to my past certainly brings back memories

it was of sorrow and pain in my thoughts now, fear perhaps.

 but i knew these illusions merely floats for few seconds in my mind.

it hurts, but surprisingly some triggers laughter in my heart

"learn from the mistakes" i told myself..

but did i?

I knew i wasn't performing now for nothing. 

i rmb Yvonne's Juggling act: titled- In Search Of The Meaning Of Life

its Christ isn't it?

i Have to think further, and most of all Christ Centered.

i pray for a sweet Christmas, for all Friends and for my dearest Shenny.. ...

AMEN