492th-MeiMan house steamboat!

ferrero rocher~~~

something float passed me :(

happy ending~~~a new beginning ^^
almost everything was carefully done and deliciously prepared by Meiman and her new gang, esp AnYi, who did like a professional. Prawn head soup base, well marinated chiken and pork, very wonderful steamboat. :) yum yum.

& i am a little hungry now.

NAFA gang w/o mikki, w DEARY, plus 3 of meiman gang mates. 

STEaMbOAt~ SUCCESS!!!

491-LOVED by God my LORD

....

OnelifeOnelove

....

someTimes it Just Gt me Wondering, y do I FeelSo Loved?

Y do PeoPle Love SOmeone liKE Me, I USED to "LOVE" to B-ALONE. (not abalone)

i thank you for all the love from all around me, i used to feel so lousy. 

Its the magic that God created in my life. it's this one love tt i m experiencing. 

i am really touched, i can't wait to share my love.

this blog is a diary that i can;t stop expressing myself in it everyday, so cool.

just like i brush my teeth everyday, not only bcoz dear dear ask me to do so, but oso i love my teeth and i hate dentists.

JESUS I LOVE YOU

484-2009 studio LOL

LOL ENTERTAINERS!

my juggling balls

my couzzy, promotion Tees

my new prop, the card castle :D

hohoho i m not emo, nor elmo, i m Jazz. aiyo arh. life is great lo.

My photos are great too. in total we took around 400 photos, which i think 300 are usable in a sense & maybe 50 or more are my solo pics. woohoooo i m glad, its so fruitful.

ok gonna sleep.

Thx all my lovely friends that encouraged me. Shenny muacks ^U^.

Bloggy tatas :D

483-past

everytime at a very low point of my life, the devil will just look at me and smile. its very evil. i will be seeing many of my past memories, all sorts of failures. i smiled back and said i have Jesus.

i just gt reminded again and again each time, i will tremble with fear, i will doubt myself, i will panic, i am scared. i don't like this feeling, i know i must face it. do not let greed overtake me, i want to have a breakthrough. sometimes i feel tt only u can understand me much, but do i even understand u. i seek ur attention, i want ur attention, it may be given but i know it's not out of love. many thoughts again and again. i wana live a victorious life in Christ. 

i gtg, i need a break too. 

482-cat fights

this world is macham complicated, i people fight, people disappoints each other.

no one's perfect, but people can actually fall in love.

Love is a decision, not an emotion, so it should not goes up and down like an emotion.

Love is patient, love is kind, it's not jealous nor proud, it does not demand its own way.

Love is not irritable, it keeps no records of wrong. it does not rejoice in evil but in the truth & good. Love nv gives up, nv lose faith, its always hopeful and endures through all circumstances.

its unconditionally given. . . .

481-Messy room!

this morning i can't get up and my temperature shoot up.

mama gave me super medicine and i felt much better :)

wanted to go 3pm class but something cool happened!

and i got totally pissed off, shoooo shoooo i fly

my room got into a mess and i had to stay at home to pack, i was physically weak.

then i got mentally and spiritually weak. oh God, i pray and demand and scream in my inner heart

i miss going to school, really!

guess wad, Deary actually wanted to fly here, but i told her not to. MUACKS, i love U

next, Jermaine and KY flew here out of the blue, actually they did notified me.

i was extremely touched!

tts wad friends are for!!!!!!! wah i dunno how to explain, they just flew and got here in less than 30 minutes. they saved my life!

Jermaine packed my messy pokers into very ordered pokers...

Badi sang for me some emo songs. but i m happy listening to it. (以毒攻毒)

 then

we head to bugis to meet up with Mikki Mommy.

had a tired and funny day.

dear, i am sorry if i had hurt u, i am not intentionally. I love you, sincerely i love ^U^.

every moment i am thinking abt u.. .. .. ..

480th-Panjang Big Deep!

just had a wonderful fellowship wif Shenny, KY, Xueting, Rolling, Bowen, Jermaine & Nicholas

you can oso rephrase: Sugar, Kiayim, Evangelynn, Bling Blang Bong, Bowen, Yixin & Nick

it was the first time i let nini went home alone from such a distance.

it was the first time of such feeling.

it was the first time of controlling my emotion at ease.

it was also the first time i seek God for much love.

i was so blinded by the devil

2 Corinthians 4:4 
Satan, who is the god of this world, has blinded the minds of those who don’t believe. They are unable to see the glorious light of the Good News. They don’t understand this message about the glory of Christ, who is the exact likeness of God.

i want to love and trust Jesus wholeheartedly, as love is a decision!

random.. these wrds from somewhere strikes me-"I LOVE YOU MORE THAN I LOVE MYSELF"

i mean what is this man! i can't stand this kind of thinggy. ok i dunno wad to say

let me run this race with eternality in mind.

I m spiritually hungry now.

i desire more of God's word.

the world will fail us, but God never fails us!

AMEN

479th-sleeping time

its 8am when i woke up, i tot my hp's clock is spoiled!

coz it feels like 12pm or 1pm.

i check my lappy time & i realise neither my hp's time is incorrect nor i m dreaming.

so cool.. i woke up so willingly at such an early time.

God has plan for me today!

HuatArh!!!

478th-Tee shirts

477th-verse a day_love(1)

"My little children, let us not love in word or in tongue, but in deed and in truth."

1 John 3:18 (NKJV)
VERSE-A-DAY.COM

saw this while looking around mikki's blog, and i came back to BLOG.

as the verse tells us, "love in deed and in truth"

i just feel tt God is telling me not to confess to much by mouth but do it by action, to show my love

there is a saying: action speaks louder than words. Perhaps its correct.

ok i m rather tired now and its 9am class tml morning.

alarm's gonna ring at 7am. cool

nights :DDD

476th post_NAFA OpenHouse

just finished my performance in Nafa for their open house :DDD
in Photoshop class now!! huhuhu 1st time blogging in class..

this is what we r gonna do, PHOTOSHOP MONTAGE!!!

just randomly downloaded one pic for eg. huhuhu cool. AH-HAN wants me to type here tt he is beside me, haha..lecturer is talking while i m blogging..

ok GTG :)

473rd post- Evangelynn Cap

done wif Xueting's cAp,

but i don't feel really satisfied (tts y the photo is in B&W), arghh should not do it at this hour, can't concentrate. sorry

BADI, i will do a nice one for you..

Jiayou arh JAZZ!

OK JAZZ

too tired, self talking.. hohoho i m sleeping soon!

tatas bloggy

472nd post-magic routine

CLOWNGICIAN JAZZ

Chinese New Year Special (20-25minutes):

Singaporean all loves money? You bet! This 2009 Chinese new-year season, we bring to you Jazz the Clowngician! He will be giving out real cash during his magic show!

Magic includes:

Signed Bill in Orange (audience’s borrowed bill, signed, burnt! And then re-appear in a freely selected orange! )

Strike 4D (have you ever wonder how magicians earn $? Its by buying 4D! Still doubting? Check out this magic!)

Chinese Linking Rings (amazing and astonishing)

Rainbow Storm (wishing everyone a happy new year!)

469th post

from today onwards, i hv decided to number my post, so as u can see..

its the 469th post! to me, it is like WOW!

had steamboat at Uzen's house just now.

here's a pic of steamboat:

nah,

for those who nearly believe, congrats :)

pics are with Mikki, Shenny and those who love to take photos.

hohoho chinese new year is coming, and this year i can take angbao le!!!

i will have many that look like the centre bun. (red bun)

i love my cell grp :)

this is for my deary Shenny~ I LOVE U

MUACKS

nafa gang

above pic was taken in 2007 when we first met :)

below pic was taken in 2009's first nafa gathering :)

lol

what do u think?

haha

so cool...haha i love my nafa gang!

boo

boo..

not sleepy yet leh omg, so use to 3am plus sleep.. many thoughts again.

and of course Children Church, its the calling again.

hohoho i called the guy, so reply, pray they call back bah :)

haha let me summaries my decemeber bah:

rojak! haha..

now its 2009, i pray to be even spiritually stronger.

thank God i knew i grew through this holiday.

after hearing even more testimonials and real-life stories

i guess i have to sleep to get enough sleep for tml.

i want to meet someone really with doujiyan one day,

just wanna see how it will look like, no offense :)

sleep sleep

sleeping time, wake me up i pray, @ 10am..

many things in my brain.. woooooo so cool sia.. many things..  sleep best.. but must wake up

pact

wahahaha thank God for friends who pact my day today!

was initially meeting Zenearth Team for meeting but pushed to tml due to nafa meeting

but but but...nafa meeting changed to thursday!

so today beli beli sian..but but but tonight meeting rudy at panjang!!!

and xueting ask me pei her go causeway ltr for phone thinggy..

then ruiling ask me go panjang at 5 plus 6..everything flows..!! wahahaa

something out of nothing, i just woke up..hohoho

friday is coming, it has been so really long since last i meet my deary :)

troubles gone

Psalm 55:2
Please listen and answer me,for I am overwhelmed by my troubles. 

Psalm 34:6
In my desperation I prayed, and the Lord listened;he saved me from all mytroubles.

Psalm 119:50
Your promise revives me;it comforts me in all my troubles. 

many many verses more. he is a faithful God

pardon me

pardon me, in the late night.. random thoughts came

oh Lord drive them away, i m sorry to bring back memories of past.

its not mine, but someone's past that triggers anger and sorrow into my heart.

yeah i m back to normal thinking, tts fast.. thank you Jesus.

ooo hooooo sat will be giving mikki a wonderful present done by KY and Me..

wahahaha i m proud of it.

ok don't think too much.

Yixiang go sleep..orh orh lo...huat arh!

i say HUATARH, which means i nv look back.

i love my life now, my friends.

SHENNY I LOVE ^U^

bye 2008

dinner wif badi! she is so funny haha

xueting slept so early.. but i had really a great time chatting wif KY.

Thank God for wonderful friends around me

b4 tt was beatbox jamming!

Jannson brought along him AMP

it all happened after sunday jurong west service wif Kevin, Jermaine, her mum, Clinton, Edward, Xueting and Xuejun.

after service had lunch and i went to meet the beatboxers! woohoo

beatboxing certainly rocks!

PRO man some guys really DOPE!

fun time entertaining them and they entertain me as well :)

this was made wif love..ingredients are BPP waffle, Kings' Choco Icecream and NTUC waffle cone.. had ice cream up KY's house again.. :) haha like now and then always go her house..so fun

sat service..Shaun gave us these :) my faith tithe and my bible.

this is my bible, i m who it says i m, i can be who it says i can be. this is the word of God. it will change my life. Halleluya (waving)

b4 sat service, btw i went for 2 services..

sat morning Desmond's wedding, cool sia!!! Scene as seen on TV..HAHA

wonderful wonderful setting.  i want get married too!

my first wrist flower taught by KAE

i love this, BPP toilet bowl, guess wad's missing???

above and below: my couzy ACE and Jermaine. opps, the opposite order

xueting is so funny! doing doujiyan.. haha emo funny funny aaa dunno wad i toking

sweekeng looks funny!!

xuejun looks funny even wif face covered.

everything is funny nowadays.

tt means its fun fun fun.

i love Panjang. i thank those girls who brought back my panjang hueeling (feeling)

haha brought up there, everything there, i miss panjang for sure.

Thank God they are all from Panjang.. eh btw panjang means "long"

i m posting stuffs not in chronological order due to messy messy photos.

and 

what else..

Shenny is back this Friday

which means almost 2 long months had past. wonderful!

fun and exciting.

a complete change of mindset for 2009!!!!

lots of new challenges coming.

i learnt one great thing, which is don't do things just for urself

neither for others

but for God.

Seek his kingdom first and all shall be added to YOU

AMEN!

finally a bye to 2008 right here in my bloggy.

new things shall come! eh my shoes spoil, the NIKE one.

so i can wear the SPREE shoes le, hohoho

HUAT ARH

my wife is back soon, eh did i repeat?

oo ok anyway

BALANCE IS THE KEY OF LIFE, finally Pastor says it in service.

or i should say finally i heard it myself, anyway i must really apply it to my life.

THANK YOU BADI XUETING XUEJUN JERMAINE and all PANJANGERS 

lol gathering 2008 last :)

these bunch of friends is my life

uno stacko

hohoho

Kae paid for everything.. thx..nice day.. :)

btw this was in 2008..december eoy

i love my spiritual family

kitty outside plaza

kitty on my neck

ruiling xueting xuejun badi

i love my spiritual family

december is too long for me, and too meaningful

i want to say many things, but due to my poor vocab i can't write much

i love my friends, my nafa gang, W473 and W426 !

its not like i m gonna say gdbye, but school's starting and have started for most.

holiday is the best,

the good thing is Shenny is coming back

too much things happened!

Shenny dear dear come back and we share much stories during holiday!

hohoho i believe we can talk all week!

i thank you, i thank God for this spiritual family..

i love all of them.