Thursday, January 22, 2009

483-past

everytime at a very low point of my life, the devil will just look at me and smile. its very evil. i will be seeing many of my past memories, all sorts of failures. i smiled back and said i have Jesus.

i just gt reminded again and again each time, i will tremble with fear, i will doubt myself, i will panic, i am scared. i don't like this feeling, i know i must face it. do not let greed overtake me, i want to have a breakthrough. sometimes i feel tt only u can understand me much, but do i even understand u. i seek ur attention, i want ur attention, it may be given but i know it's not out of love. many thoughts again and again. i wana live a victorious life in Christ. 

i gtg, i need a break too. 

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