yes i want something in return

I have minimal Faith in things i do, and people i want to commit to.. .. ..

unless they show me a reason to put in a 100%

BAKUT TEH opposite blk 2 market near my house! SHIOK! 
TCC at Plaza Sing with Banana and Kae
stitch.. how i wish there is someone i can account for.

someone to go extra miles for me

i shouldn't live life to such complications. however.. i am just stuck so deep down in it...

i can be happy, and all the sudden the negative emotions comes in trying to take over..

often i feel threatened, i want to prove that i am better. i want to show the world that i am good. for those who look down on me...

i don't want that to be my motivation. anyone please, tell me i am impt to you. anyone..

:'(

sotong

my first photo is a sotong, so i decided to name this post sotong...

Jazz, isn't that what you have been "praying" and asking for? isn't that what you want?

why putting on a hope on one that is "almost" hopeless.

why not just go for every opportunity that comes to you right at these moments.

i always find my own solutions from my own questions...

its just a matter of time, but will i be on time...

yes time.. i got myself a watch from bugis village! damm cool! $10 nia! best buy

and mikki was like: EHH!!!! Raymond got the same watch..but diff colour.. haha

Me: -_- thats not the same

She and her "R", she even went to laser cut something for his "R"'s birthday.. :)

Oh yeah i went for NS check-up with Xianhan.

surprisingly yet out of expectancy, i saw many nafa students there for check-ups.

Result: Pes A

time to serve the country real soon!

Positively, i cleared my room, most of the mess.

i got myself settled down, finally! 90%.. after almost a year.

Why r u still ignoring me.. i just hate it when i know u do that out of Love. Make things clearer please... ...

patience is the key, balance is the rule, love is the reward

Jing is attached, to Jocelyn!!!!!!!

its like, so touched.. if u know their story.

haha its so wonderful! (limited vocab).. haha

anyways i am simply happy for them!

guess neither of them are reading my blog.. lol..

but i am so happy la! haha...it feels as happy as i am attached..

what else? going school later.. lol this news really brings up my mood!

Maybe thats how true love affects others and bring others happiness as well :)

happy things happening all at once.. overwhelmed happiness..

AND YES I CLEAN MY ROOM LE!! miracle!

BIC

after morning's show.. heading home for a change...

With Alex T.

i am inside the mascot!

yes i am inside!!!!!!

got my brother to perform the linking rings on stage, respond was very good! :)

Btw, i was hired by BIC to do a 5 mins stage performance and mascot walk-around.

things to worrys and what not

ah bi does magic lo..

brought ah bi around today for my shows. had fun. and happy to have someone beside me running around for shows.

NAFA GANG! miss them love them !!!!!

things always changes, and this is something which i come to realize many years ago.

change along with them, thats what i knew few days ago..

Change to a different path if necessary, that's what i hate the most.

Never to be bothered until the right one appear ,

meanwhile getting myself right on the track.

LOL PARTIEZZZZ

blogging non stop

i wonder if anyone is reading..nevertheless, i still love blogging so recently.

confused thoughts at the moment, but not for long..

decided to be alone again..

nothing comes easy.

i know, i have faith.. one day..

it will just pay off.. when i meet the right one. :)

meanwhile, guys !!! HUAT ARH!!

steeping into other's life

it never had been easy to step into Shenny's life. and when i thought that everything paid off, shit happens. and i know its my fault..what can i do now? that's when i really feel helpless.

glad that things turn out better, and i had my chance to do illusion.

Hey tts a dream-come-true!

thanks Everlyn again. :)

now maybe its time for me to be happy again, she had been ignoring me again.

i know it isn't easy for her as well, i learnt to be less selfish.. i hope..

this sat, i will be doing my sword box with Everlyn again, hope we haven went "rusty"

got to video it down! :)

Nafa Gang steamboat! long time since we gather, i miss Year 1 , seriously!!!

and now i am taking another step further.

i do not hope this time round i am right or not,

i will just follow the principle of living my life to the fullest...

i know i am and i will be.

keeping "U" in a special part of my heart.

Good morning folks, time to go school soon! :)

已经碎成太多块,要怎么拼凑跟重来

4Days after keeping it at home... the flower become like tt..cool :)

and today went to that super crowded place with XianHan, after school... ...

front u see mr Fortune god, then you see S'pore Pools!!!
still wait for wad? BUY 4D and TOTO!!! HUAT ARH!!!
blessed by Mr Cai Shen!
bought Xianhan's new HP number and his lucky numbers:
even this board says that i should buy 4D and TOTOs!! HUAT ARH!!!

The Year Of Horse! coming in lets see...hmmm... in 4 years time.. yipee
China Magic: (i was so sure he is there! and i found him!!!) haha
then we went to citylink.. walk walk, hungry!!!

something something Taiwan cafe or restaurant: (haha)
his order: ham and cheese burger! and its literally HAM plus Cheese plus BURGER!

hahas!! mine is this bowl of meesua! normal normal lo..and the milk tea is his, normal normal oso...

终于看开爱回不来
我们面前太多阻碍
你的手却放不开
宁愿没出息求我别离开
she said: 

friend,lovers or nothing... ... 

optimistic

optimistic - Seriously i don't know wad this word means til

this afternoon when my cousin explained to me.

i was told by someone to be optimistic few days ago.. hmmmm..

China...Church....Meow......

sometimes i think they sucks, (most of the time) but what can i really do?

Jazz!!! you are so afraid to get hurt, u just can't allow youself..seeing your efforts to go to

waste again!

Fuck.

I can't learn to reject, nor to accept. What can i do?

who am i? who is for me? who is not?

What am i talking man!!! so confused, yes i am so confused.... ....

Bigger Motivation!

Jazz got something new to aim for.

something to work hard for! :)

somethings more to achieve.

at least i am clearer to what i want in life.

will it be applicable in this society?

its for me to know and for me to find out! :)

Nevertheless, I AM HAPPY ^^

i want to be busy and i want to take u with me :)

i came across many diff motivation theories that i find very meaningful..

one of them is what Kae told me abt Thomas Edison:

upon thousands of failures, he claim to have achieve thousands of methods "not to" invent the light bulb!

YEAH!!!

its not abt never give up, its abt learning from the mistakes and move on!

i rmb how many times i can cry in the middle of the night..damm..

just want to stop thinking abt her.. when Jazz moves, he moves fast.. so...bye bye :)

thx jastina for the balloon ^^

Be the perfect one, and the perfect one will come for you :)

I AM HAPPY

this is IMO!!! the ultimate Japanese sweet potato from MOF!!!

signed the membership card! :) YIPEEE

"valentine's celebration" with XIANHAN after class at MOF suntec's branch

BADI!!! happy birthday! haha cake in her house yo!

cake in TCC via Peranankan House..making a wish~duh

happy!! :)

ZX

ZX, my balloon bears and heart and BADI!!!

so qiao! kinetic Gal! :)

@NTU!!! :) Jocelyn and Jastina

tou tou pai wo huh...

KEKOUMIAN!!! long time no eat..almost a month bah..finallly :')

*tears of happiness

kiss kiss :)

JUST HOW HAPPY AM I?

beli beli hor!

nor nor! badi! and many people brightened my life..

it took me so long.. so much to experienced..

and now i feel so happy, and i know how to be..

i was just smsing some pple , sent them this:

Life is not about theories and feelings.. if abt living to the fullest!

tts enough :) hehe.. and Yizhen replied, how do i know i lived life to the fullest?

now i know:) Doing what you love with who you love :)

THAT IS LIVING TO THE FULLEST :)

hehehe:)

MAGIC!

just how long will you avoid someone.. til he/she is really gone?

how will u feel? regret? childish? or just proud tt u r emotionless..

how impt is she to me? its not till now then i discover.. its since the first time i am committed.

^U^. or am i not impt anymore..mayb i am..:( FKUC

Magic

feverish for the past 2 days.. and attendance sucks to the core..

how long can one's youth.. cherish wad u really have now.

:) i used to live my life with Love, noticed i typed: used to...

hehe i read my previous posts.. i have nv really abandoned u, but i guess its too late..

hey.. since i love u recall the past so much, y not recalling even further..

when U was not U, but jie jie? lol...

anyways..

Somethings problems will end up being a solution..just like the problem i had just now.

and anyways..

i noticed i love to type: " Sugaaar ^U^ " & " I love MAGIC! "..stuffs like tt

how will u feel after reading my old posts? i never really changed haven i?

The Art Of Magic isn't what i should cherish the most, but the friendship around me.

Wad does love means to Jazz

Love, is a four letter word

when bus rides are nv long enough

when both are hungry together and can eat nice nice food like siao

when anywhere could be the best place to be

when both commits 101% time, effort and trust

.

.

.

its not abt understanding already,

its not abt giving in already,

its purely abt loving.

Love is just love!

u know it when u feel it.

its love..

haha

so sweet! :)