optimistic

optimistic - Seriously i don't know wad this word means til

this afternoon when my cousin explained to me.

i was told by someone to be optimistic few days ago.. hmmmm..

China...Church....Meow......

sometimes i think they sucks, (most of the time) but what can i really do?

Jazz!!! you are so afraid to get hurt, u just can't allow youself..seeing your efforts to go to

waste again!

Fuck.

I can't learn to reject, nor to accept. What can i do?

who am i? who is for me? who is not?

What am i talking man!!! so confused, yes i am so confused.... ....