mei mei is home!!!

she smells like her mei mei and bii bii.. got bii bii perfume smell..

Bii, a lot pple ask me to give up.. maybe you know who they are... ... viv, nor nor, david ah.. erm some aunties.. ...

trust me? i told them its not abt giving up a few month's boy girl relationship. It is abt giving up the one i took 20 years to find, and decided to live me whatever number of years with her!
its abt giving up a commitment, a promise to the one i love.

i want to be with her, take care of her...
its nothing people around will know, you are too special~~

they told me normally a girl like that means they want the guy to give up le..

they told me they told me..

but what i hear in my heart is to take care of you for as long as i can...
maybe one day its time for me to give up when u are married to another guy and live happily happily. but for as long as i can, i will always be here for you.

when you are happy, i am happy
when you are stress, so m i,
i see you tired, i wanna hug u til you sleep.
i see you hungry, i will feed you delicious food.


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

mei mei is home le.. she says she miss you now.

just hope one day, mei mei can see us everyday.
yes ... us... everyday.

i never give up, even til the very end..

jocelyn ng lizhen, gd nite... ... ramen dreams

pretend i never knew you

pretend i never knew you
and i knwo you will not even care

my tears just kept on rolling, with sorrow in my heart.

i keep on thinking of the moments, when we are so happy together,

you chose to leave me, so ruthless and heartlessly.

i can do nothing, because i tried everything.

i cried, i beg, i prayed, i work hard.. end up i got nothing.

nothing... ...

for all i love you.. yes i love you.

but for all happiness, i did not get, i got myself countless pains...

i know you want to get rid of me, its ok.. i will walk away quietly... ...

and i still love you. Jocelyn Ng Lizhen

i dunno what to do

i am lost right now.

all i want is to hold her hands again, i never gave up.

to me, she is the sweetest girl i ever seen... i love her so much.

bii bii huh~~~ i will never forget you no matter what.
have a good night. will be here always... i am available for you always~~