Jazz Magic: July 2009

Monday, July 27, 2009

Talk again

If nothing had happened in the first place, something else could have happened.
did all these happen just for me to find you? could there been just a better way. or isit a result of our sinful nature in this world?
thought that i am in control of the entire situation, but seems tt i m in controlled by the situation.

hohoho cute little blogger still don't let me post pictures :(

did i not commit? i found my answer, i truly found my answer. and its like, yea , yea... ... it just hurt so much...
so painful...

it is still nothing compare to Him bearing all our pain and shame on the cross... Thank you Jesus, its ur grace... ...

pull me through, guide my path... Somethings and some part of life we thought we could get control, but.. its just best to Let go and Let God.

Letting go completely...

Saturday, July 25, 2009

DUSTY!!!

MY BLOG IS DUSTY! no one come tag, a few came to read. :( hohoho

but Thank God for my bloggy to share my thoughts.!

Happy day in batam last night! Wonderful experience worshipping God. My performance was awesome, LOL self praise... Crowd was fastastic.

Hey speaking of that, or i mean writting of that, did i just dreamt of JEREMY TAN in fism? haha yes i did. He is there to watch fism with his girlfriend.. haha wierd dream. And of course.. i dream of her. almost each and every night...

Many regrets but i belive God sees my tears!
Praise the Lords for the many breakthroughs!

GTG. tatas bloggy!

Monday, July 20, 2009

illusion with a reality

i have already made my mind to leave, u drawn me back.. its either u or you, but it might nt be the major thing that matters for now.

people gives fake hope to one another, no doubt that things are done just for their own sake. I have come to realise the pain that most have been through in a relationship. it causes the illusion that everyone in the world turns bitter against me.

yet, true love still exist. What are you, Who are you?

Maybe i don;t love u or you.

if its an illusion, where is the stage... ...

give me hope, give me peace.

but break it when time comes, and i will betray my heart and soul in becoming a selfless me...

too tired when no one is around.