A bad day , one day before the end of world

Maybe its all about the nagative mindsets. Everything just did not go on so smoothly ytd.
Seriously.. I was suppose to meet her ytd night. Wanted to say out some of my thoughts. Meeting with client was cancelled, was grateful for that. Afterall I need a rest after camp. Proposals for the big project was a bog deal.. couldnt give up on that. So to be exact my plan was to rush home.. 1. Dinner 2. Proposal 3. Bath 4. Chiong out.

Lucky me.. 5.30pm my car broke down.

Its still in the workshop now.

Couldnt really predict is she angry or just simply nt care.
I want to tell her I like her.

But I just feel that God is planning these all out.
For once I accomodatted to the plans.

I used to think that I can change fate.
I guess its nt just about that. Its about what you do.. will not just affect you.. but simply it will also affect people around you. Think twice for not just urself. . . For others too!

2012 ending soon yo

At least I am happi to know u before this year ends.
Thank God for everything. Bertram and friends.. and..

Ok she's done.

Yup and her. :)

rabbit magic

today i woke up thinking abt her. what do i feel rite now? - - - wierd!

This is those rojak feeling that i hate to have in the middle of the night. Of missing someone and confused about my emotions.

I had a fun sat. Or maybe its just me... i am holding back now as i am typing.. worrying tt u might be reading.. but how the hell will u find ur way here !! haha..

i am thinking and assuming that u will accept me, haha ok must be dreaming.. it won't happen. Besides, i am giving up after christmas. I just assume that it won't work out.

nevertheless, i thank you as a friend for everything. I really enjoyed myself. Thats what i hate the most.. being too emotionally attached.

I have many things to say and to share with you. Thats wat i hate 2nd.. to allow anyone to know me too much.


alright.. i should know when to stop ah..

thank you girl.. dessert. for the few days of awesome memories :)

Calm desert

i know that the heading of this post is very obvious to her, so hope that she will nv find this blog lolz. i think no one even read haha.

went for workshop ytd with Alethea, Bert, William, Shingo, Leo and biibii's bf. The real problem is the bf, but end up he is very friendly.
1 year le and i am still thinking abt her, glad tt she is fine..doing balloons, together with who she love.

I m thankful that God gave me friends to cheer me up, bringing me thru all the really hard times.

for a moment, i am so glad tt i m alive. And to the girl who kept me breathing in the middle of that night when i feel so hopeless, i couldnt thank you personally. But, thank you HP. if there's a chance, i hope to just thank you face to face :)

back to the topic.. afternoon i went home, packed and went to fetch her to shop for santarina dress. initially from the past few days i thought i could not start any good topic with her.
But but but to my surprise, ytd was a lot better. I manage to be myself for almost 50% LOLz.
At least i cracked jokes, and she laugh!!! yay!

not tt i think i got hope, but i dun even dare to go closer to her anymore, i am afraid of being close to any girls anymore. I dun want to get hurt, but ya.. she might not be even interested in me for any single bit.. so ya.. AAAAA!!!
Yes i thnk i m interested in her.

hmmm

ya... ok slowly slowly see how la.

Ok time to go camp..! but ya.. i enjoyed 13th Dec 2013, no matter wad its an awesome day to rmb :)