self-based emotion

was performing at Caribbean at Keppel Bay, level 2 function room

for two brother's birthday (wow i am so specific)

during my routine, all of a sudden, my thumb dislocated, and i wasn't able to control it

..

it was the left hand's, and u know wad?

i forced it back in place,

OUCH!

ring heart, gone yellow..

The day doing balloons could have made me forget those shits.

Damm i am suppose to be positive..

i mean those challenges i have to face now.

should i just passed away few months ago with "that" incident as an excuse,

life won't be so CHALLENGING now.

Pls, something make me feel impt, or tell me that i am impt.

what i seriously learnt about life today is:

never conclude something based on your own emotion. 

Something that i really learnt only today...

Cab home, was too tempted.. tired mentally to the max.

physically i think i am ok.

ok time for supper and..

Continue this countdown til my birthday!!

until then

^U^