if i am gone

the thoughts in my mind are really complicated. First of all, everything around me seems to be good but it just feels not right..

如果有一天我不存在了，那又怎麼樣。我存在，那又怎樣。。。

快樂到底是甚麼？

We are all finding the answer, but when life reaches the end, does the answer really matters?

Bringing joy to others every single day, will God sees it and give joy to us as well?
Or is it up to us who sees the joy in life?

I have been thinking of what i want in life, and what i can achieve. But so what? Does that makes me happy, or is it even meaningful?

I became very paranoid about putting effort into things i do. Afraid of disappointments and endings... afraid of even starting anything.

Giving up easily as well..

What has become of me... haiyo ah!

Alright jiayou and dun think so much and.....

Lets look forward to tml and what God had planned for me.