Calm desert

i know that the heading of this post is very obvious to her, so hope that she will nv find this blog lolz. i think no one even read haha.

went for workshop ytd with Alethea, Bert, William, Shingo, Leo and biibii's bf. The real problem is the bf, but end up he is very friendly.
1 year le and i am still thinking abt her, glad tt she is fine..doing balloons, together with who she love.

I m thankful that God gave me friends to cheer me up, bringing me thru all the really hard times.

for a moment, i am so glad tt i m alive. And to the girl who kept me breathing in the middle of that night when i feel so hopeless, i couldnt thank you personally. But, thank you HP. if there's a chance, i hope to just thank you face to face :)

back to the topic.. afternoon i went home, packed and went to fetch her to shop for santarina dress. initially from the past few days i thought i could not start any good topic with her.
But but but to my surprise, ytd was a lot better. I manage to be myself for almost 50% LOLz.
At least i cracked jokes, and she laugh!!! yay!

not tt i think i got hope, but i dun even dare to go closer to her anymore, i am afraid of being close to any girls anymore. I dun want to get hurt, but ya.. she might not be even interested in me for any single bit.. so ya.. AAAAA!!!
Yes i thnk i m interested in her.

hmmm

ya... ok slowly slowly see how la.

Ok time to go camp..! but ya.. i enjoyed 13th Dec 2013, no matter wad its an awesome day to rmb :)